I miss my boyfriend, in a way.
it is really strange though, because ive never actually seen him in person - but i yearn to.
being long distance is not for the weak, because
- i yearn every morning to see him laying there beside me.
- i yearn to hold its hand.
- i yearn to kiss his face, to even just see his face.
- i yearn to feel his skin, to feel its hair.
- i yearn to compliment his outfit for the day.
- i yearn to hear its voice.
- i yearn to cook with him.
- i yearn for him to be my little spoon, for it to be my big spoon.
- i yearn coming home from work to see him.
- i yearn for having comfortable silence between us as we do our own activities.
- i yearn for the time im able to hug him and hold him close.
- i yearn to watch the sunrise with him.
- i yearn for listening to him as it speaks about his interests that intrigue me so much.
- i yearn to play with his hair as i watch it play video games, or as we watch movies together.
i really wish i could hold him. i really do. the love i hold for him, how much i cherish it - its all kept within my heart. even if i feel so corny for saying such; my feelings are true.